Here we are again. I'm currently in class, but like always, I'm having a hard time paying attention. My thoughts have been distracted lately, and though I know the primary reason for it, I can't think of a way to resolve it. I'm getting tired of trying to ride the storm and get to the other side in one piece. Why can't I just be fine already?
I thought I was over being anxious about getting better, but I guess realizing I'll be anxious for a long while is just another thing I'll have to accept about this whole thing.
I think I need to start letting go of things. I hold a lot of hate in my heart, and it's such a waste of time to do that. I need to really look at myself, and find a way to really let go of that. Maybe that's what this blog will be about? Who knows?
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