No Clue Yet

I've always been of the opinion that there needs to be a purpose behind an action for it to be meaningful. Sure, there are those rare moments where that isn't the case, but to rely on those actions is a total crapshoot. It's like hoping to get across Los Angeles in 30 minutes but you leave at 5 PM on a weekday. Sure, it could happen, but without putting thought into the plan beforehand, it's likely to fall through.

I'll think of a better analogy, I'm usually pretty good about analogies. I was told once that I liked to analogize everything. Probably because I used to teach. I just feel like analogies are such a good way to make thing understandable. Though I should keep it simple. Hoping to have a meaningful action without a purpose driving it is like putting paint to canvas on a whim and hoping you'll end up with a masterpiece. Chances are, you're not going to have one. Nailed it.

I guess this is a really long-winded way of saying I'm not sure yet what the purpose of this blog will be. It's going to be one of a billion blogs already out there in the world, but I guess this blog isn't really for the world. It's for me. I've been told time and time again writing out my thoughts is a good way to move on with my life. I guess I've been hung up on certain things about my life, and although some days I feel like I'm doing better, something triggers my memories and I slip right back to square one.

Ugh, did I really use the word trigger? 

Anyway, right now I have no idea what I want to do with this blog, but for now I'll let it be a place where I can write my thoughts. And hopefully it'll help me get back to where I used to be. Or maybe even better, who knows?